I know you love me but me I love my god and I want walk with him I'm so sorry... I know you feel sad cause I say to you "no" but you're very importante for me, you're a very good boy and I'm sure you love god a lot and one day you will hunderstand why I say to you "no" and I do lot of error in me life and I'm sad for that well I don't want cry cause I cryed a lot because I miss him evey day and evrey day I think about him. I protected me and now He forget me... I remember the time when we are happy, the time when he's my best friend,my grand brother and the time when I'm his fairy. I miss ths time and I ask him "why did you change?" but nothing, He says to me "It's because I don't want you sticks" and I cry, I cry I shout cause I miss him but I found a wondeful friend,dad,brother... He is my god and his name is Jesus. He love me and me too. He carry a cross, he died for me. He gaves me peace on my life and I will always love him and I want walk with him forever!!!!!